sen10r fucken year, why the fuck am i stressing the most ridiculous things?
im young and im just starting my life.
my grades are awesome, my job is great, my car is running, and my friends are the best. i have nothing to worry about.
im going so hard this year. nothing matters but my happiness, and that's what i'm focused on. whatever it is i have to do to make sure i get what i want, i'll do. and if i get stuck, i'll just move on to the next thing.
friendship is supposed to be a two way street, and i'm fed up with giving myself to so many people, only to have my efforts unrequited.
from now on, it's all about me, and of course, the select few who i know care. my happiness comes first. i am not settling for less anymore. if im not pleased, then i can easily change my focus to something that will make me happy.
and right now, the things that im focused on that i KNOW will make me happy are Bonnaroo, graduation, and any party that comes my way.
it's like my eyes have finally been opened. i'm so happy now. i have my eyes set on the future and all the opportunities coming my way. i probably sound kind of crazy, but i'm having revelation after revelation. it's amazing.
sorry for the rant.
"I wish I had one good reason why I should stay. How'd I get myself into this place?"
-Lily Allen, Cherly Tweedy
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deja vu of how i felt last year!
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