why is it that

I have to make everything harder on myself?
Of course I have to set my sights on the most ridiculously difficult schools to get into to, and of course they also have to be the most expensive. I'm attached and if somehow I can't go to my top choices, I'll be crushed.
Why can't I just pick some normal schools and not get so hyped up over it? Seriously, sometimes I think I should just cop out and go to Quinsig or something.

home

everyday is another day closer to when I can board that plane and just go away.

may be surrounded by
a million people i
still feel all alone
i just wanna go home

YESSS

Lately, I've been Weezy deprived, and I've been searching for something new to hear but I didn't find anything good except for Kat de Luna's song Unstoppable, which sucks except for the part where Lil Wayne does his verse. I haven't been able to find anything new and I've been out of it lately without some new Wayne songs to listen to.
buttt thankfully God, AKA Perez Hilton, must have heard my prayers and made a post about Lil Wayne's new song Prom Queen and I like it a lot. I don't love it like Hot Revolver but it's good enough to satisfy my Weezy cravings for a while. :))
here is the song:

joke

That's what Mrs. Sebring's class is - a joke.
She hyped up the AP class so much at the beginning of the year, saying how hard it was and everything, but her class is the easiest AP I've taken so far. She assigns zero work, making the class seem easy but that's what really makes it hard to get a good grade because she has nothing to base her grades upon. I swear that she chooses the grades randomly and just gives the higher grades to the kids she likes the most.
But honestly, her class is such a waste of time. We never do anything in that class, and today I just sat there reading my book while she went over the homework as if we were a class of first graders. Sometimes I think she forgets we have brains.

i just realized that

i need a prom date.
so i'm on the search.



if only i was 18....

hahaaha

made my day

saw it on perez, and it was awesome. so of course i had to share :)

job time

I went to Barnes and Noble today to hand in my application, and it was disappointing because they said that they aren't hiring so I most definitely won't get a call for a job interview. So I went to Michael's Arts and Crafts to get a job application and when I asked if they were hiring this woman in front of me in line looked at me weird, but I just ignored it. Well she waited outside the store for me and offered me a job at her store or whatever. It's like this nutrition place I guess and they do massage therapy and she needs someone to work with computers and file the appointments and whatnot. It sounds like a lazy job so that's perfect for me :) I should be getting a call in about a month when she opens up the place at Gold Star Boulevard, so I'll most likely work there, unless Barnes and Noble calls me before then (doubtful though).
Besides that nothing else really happened today, except for the fact that I'm disowning my brother cause he's a dick and he fails at life. I'm just going to pretend that he doesn't exist and that I'm and only child. Coooool.

ohcool

http://indebted.com/

http://twitter.com/nationaldebt

what do you do

when your brother has lost his mind?

oh and by the way

in case you didn't know, Serena Williams is a monster and her racket is a weapon. There is nothing human about her.

The one thing that Obama was missing today

was this.


I was hoping to hear him say 'Yes we can' at least once today, but he didn't. Oh well. Maybe in the next election :)

you can leave me alone now, Donald.
haha