i've been scared of taking chances for so long, and because of that, i've missed important life lessons and opportunities in my life. i miss old friendships that I once had. However, at the time of these friendships, I was too oblivious to realize what I had. Instead, I just let go. i had feelings that i ignored and chances I could have taken, but I resorted to the back seat to life. now im watching everything that i could have had and i'm wishing it was me. i know i could still take control, and get everything back, but I would be hurting way too many people in the process.
I don't regret not taking the chances though, because now I've learned how important it is to just go by my instinct and live my life freely. I feel enlightened now, and i know that it's okay that I missed out. I have other things going in my life right now that I'm grateful for, and I've learned a lot about myself. However, I will admit that I miss my old friendships, and it hurts just a little bit every time i say hello, because i know i messed up.
I guess some things are just irreplaceable and irreparable, so there's not much i could do about the past. what happened has happened. i just have to live and learn, and hope for the best. repeating mistakes is a no no.
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