i've had an amazing weekend, one of the best that i've had in a while.
i've made some good memories that i know i won't forget. i guess that's what constitutes a good senior year, so you could say i'm definitely living it up.

i've been so stressed out lately, and it was really good for me to get out and have some fun. i can't say it enough, but i really love my friends. they're what helps me stay grounded, simply by being them.

on another note, i just got off the phone with my family in poland, and i'm realizing how much i miss them. i've been trying to distract myself so that i wouldnt have to miss them so much, but deep down i really cant stop thinking about them.

And not to sound sappy or anything, but it's always great talking to them because it's a nice reminder that someone out there loves me, that someone is thinking of me. sometimes i get so caught up in my problems, responsibilities, work and whatever else that i lose sight of what's real, what's important, and who matters. i just lose myself in all of it, but talking to them brings me back, screws my head back on.
i know that above everyone and above everything, they are the ones that sincerely care. they're the ones that love me, and i just have to keep reminding myself of that.




"i've got some issues that nobody can see
and all of these emotions are pouring out of me."
- Kid Cudi, Soundtrack 2 My Life