so ready

to go to poland and get away.
so ready to graduate now and leave everything behind.
im just ready to pack up and start a new life in a new place [COUGH poland COUGH new york COUGH].
im ready to meet new people, make new friends, and face new challenges.
worcester's just killin' me

SAT's

ain't got shit on meeeee :)

I'm two weeks away from poland :) So I decided to get started early on my summer reading cause poland will take up half my summer. When I get back, I'll only have like a week before i have to start sending in some assignments via email. Next thing i know school will be back in session, so I decided to get on top of things early.
I'm also trying to get into shape for my trip to Poland so i started running lately. I feel like i'm going to die. Two weeks straight of this should do me good though.
All my driving lessons are set before poland so when i get back i can finally get my license. hopefully i wont forget how to drive, haha.


On another note, my heart is broken by sharapova's loss at Wimbledon. Today's a day for mourning, haha

p.s.

life's good. all my driving lessons are schedule before I leave for the homeland, so when I get back I can try to get my license and hopefully I'll be driving once school starts. my schedule for next year is all sorted out. none of my AP's conflict with one another, and I don't know how I should feel about that because I was kind of preparing myself mentally to drop one, and now I have to adjust to the fact that I'm keeping all of my classes.
yikes.

nine books to read this summer.
essays/reports for each one.
plus a bunch of other crap.
cool......naht.

my next phone

my iphone has been dropped so many times that it's now starting to die. it beeps when I get a text message, and then five minutes later it reminds me again of the text message, which, although convenient, isn't supposed to happen. Sometimes theres this plastic piece that comes off and I always have to clip it back in. It's sad to see my baby wither away like this, and what's more sad is that I need to get a new phone.
I really want another iphone, but I don't want to go through the hassle of getting one because I'd need to either already have AT&T or sign-up for it in order to purchase the phone. Therefore, I'd have to buy it off of somebody. On top of that, I'd have to go and hack it to work with T-Mobile, which I don't want to do cause it took me hours to hack it the first time I did it.
So, that leaves me no choice but to settle for the next-almost-not-even-close best thing, the myTouch. It's like an i-phone in that it has 3G, touch screen, no physical keyboard (hallelujah!), applications, etc.. It would be easier for me to get that cause it's with T-Mobile. It's really pretty too :)


I'm excited to get it this summer :)

redid my room

and i got rid of a lot of stuff and reorganized a lot of things. i feel weird now.
my room was never messy but I always had a little clutter, like books from school and stuff, lying on my desk. Now that school's ending, I don't have any books, and on top of that my room is extra clean, so it feels strange. I can't concentrate on studying because the empty space is distracting me.

i need help, haha.

electric feel

I know I've said it before, but I'm so done with school! I thought that what made me so miserable lately was getting up early and seeing the same obnoxious people day in and day out. I thought that what was annoying me so much were the stupid rumors and arguments taking place, amongst other ridiculous things that high schoolers do and partake in. I thought I was just sick of everybody, which although I am, doesn't totally account for my complete and utter disgust with school lately.
I'm so sick of school not just because of the stupid things I deal with everyday, but because I've missed summer so much. I seriously cannot wait for my vacation and I think about my trip to Poland everyday. The fact that I'm not there right now just kills me. I miss my family so much, and I haven't talked to them lately because I've been too busy. I just wrote to them though, and it felt so good to talk to them again - to tell them how everything's been going and to tell them how much I miss them. I know I sound so sappy and cheesy which is surprising considering how much of a grump I've been lately, but it's the real truth.
I guess I won't be truly happy till I'm on that plane.

practically out

of school so i do whatever now, and even the teachers are more laid back now. it's great because it's actually starting to feel like summer, except for the fact that the weather isn't that great. finals are next week and they're going to be cake. half of my classes i don't even have finals so i get out early or just miss the whole day. pretty flyyyy.

Jun 25 I get my SAT scores. Those should be interesting considering how I feel like i bombed on the test. I could have and should have put in more effort but I'll see what happens. I'm taking them again next year anyways, so no worries.

it's been an interesting week so far.



7.11<3

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So I took the SAT's yesterday and it was so terrible. Four plus hours of filling in bubbles could kill a person, I swear. I completely bombed on the math sections, or at least I feel like I did. I wrote about Bill Clinton's affair with Monica Lewinsky for my essay though. :) I should be guaranteed a perfect score just for that.
Nothing to worry about now except for Ganias' stupid 10 page research paper and Sebring's stupid project.

someday i'll be able to call this place home....

Four days till my SAT's.
Twenty one says till school's out.
Thirty nine days till I'm where I belong.


Summer is coming :)